I also forgot to tell you, DON’T go to college, It’s a fucking sham. You spend a shit load of money for companies to turn you down after four years (in my case 8 years) of HARD fucking work, Christ, this country is a joke.
…a little game I like to play, and it’s called “how much can John drink until he doesn’t hate himself anymore” oh fuck the tumblr world knows my name is John now…oops.
here’s a twist on the world is a beautiful place and i am no longer afraid die:
my life is a joke and i no longer wish to be alive.
…and harder to accept the fact that I’m a 28 year old, with an education who is a complete and utter fucking failure.
I saw tail lights last night in a dream about my old life,
Everybody leaves so why, why wouldn’t you?
i’m just going to drink til’ i have the guts to drive my car off a bridge.
I wish I could actually do something right for once.
"So what’s the point there’s no fucking use. My own fingers and hands become my noose."
Get a decent job
Leave my shitty town
Be financially stable
Make my family proud
Have anything to show for myself
Ever be be happy with my life.
Amount to anything.
Someone stop the world and let me off. I fucking quit.